Be your self in any situation. (English text)

I don't quite know what to say

i just,

i don't know,

and that's the thing,

i don't know

and there is a hole lot of things i don't know

like:

what to do in the morning,

what to do whit my life,

and, i really don't know if i will ever feel the sweetest feeling, love.

you see, love is like one of my biggest fears,

the only explanation i have for it is,

that in one way or another, i feel weak, 

like if, someone want's to hurt me, 

they take away the one I love.

that's why, i'm afraid to love.

i'm afraid of my emotions, 

one of those things that makes a human,

that makes a life, worth living..

but why?

I don't know..

it's like, i'm afraid of a lot of thing,

i'm afraid to cry, showing feelings,

i mean another feeling then happiness 

showing weakness,

the only way I show my feelings is trough lyrics

songs, or when i sit all by my self.

i can have the worst day in my hole life, but if you ask me: " Heey Lene Jessica, are you okey?"

i wipe all of my tears away and answers "Yes, of course, why shouldn't it be?"  

and then i automatically but's on a fake smile, and walk trough the day

but yeah, this is me

and in this world,

i know there is more people that feels this way

but then, we can all ask our self, why?

why do we think of it like weakness when we cry, when we love?

when we show our emotions? our feelings?

when you read this, i hope you can put your self in thins situation,

and think,

be happy to show who you really are,

and then, grow..

grow and be proud of your emotional feelings,

be proud of who YOU are,

because, believe me: YOU ARE ONE OF A KIND.

everyone is, that's the thing that put's 6 840 507 003 people together

this calculation is from 2010 and since the population in this world is still growing 

the human number in this world is bigger.

we have to make a change 

make people feel comfortable i every situation

people like me

people like you

like us.

there is a lot of things to be afraid of in this world

like war, desists, death, pain, not waking up, or never seeing your son, daughter, mom, dad, grandma, grandpa, your loved ones.

so i ask my self why i'm I afraid of my feelings the one thing that makes me, me.

you see that's a fact

i see people as equals 

and the only thing that separates us from etch other is our own feelings,

so the per phase of this is

don't be afraid to show who you really are.

don't be afraid to be you.

be your self in any situation,

and don't be afraid to stand up for your self

fallow your dreams 

and i know you can reach it, by being you.   

~ Lene Jessica Marcussen ~